DEMOTIVATED.!! there is no difference in a family where you and the rest are not appreciated by father.

here i am yet again, this time.. after somany years, it finally came to a point i should just sit down, clear my mind and think of it clearly...

with all the shit that has been going on for all these years within my second family. i seriously need to think whether is there still a future being there. for the family.. for the ones that we have looked after each other all of these years.

why cant GrumpyBastard understand all the hardships that all of us has been through? why does he still take everything that we have worked so hard for away from us? what the hell is he thinking? what kinda fat farked up grumpy martha focker is he..? gosh i wish sometimes i can just tell it right in his god damn farken face about this. why should i hold back? worse comes to worse is i'll loose my place within the family. does it matter? will it make a difference? how can i help the rest of them? what else do i need to do to keep this family together?

all because of 1 stupid old fat bastard... everything is screwed. haih.... he who never realises that all his wealth is coming from the poor people that are using up their precious life, precious time, precious efforts to make thing come through. and all the bastard have to do is to spoil it. to topple of the pillars that holds this united family.

its been a demotivating time for all of my brothers and sisters. we who know that is happening is truely saddened all of us. i think its just a matter of time before the family spits, all our dreams gone, all out hopes wasted. all the efforts becomes dust...

only wish right now, i wan this family to be one. as we were, all for one and one for all. united we stand. divided we fall.

GrumpyBastard, i hope you will realise one day, when the family is gone, your are as broke as a fucking homeless man beside the street. without at place to turn to, you only place you can go.. is Six Feet Down Under.

*words of a very pissed family member*