hrmm... seconds after seconds, minutes after minutes, hour after hour... the time to take off to dubai draws closer and closer... the anxiety, the fear of flying, the curiousity of visiting a new place.. all this mixed feelings is running wild in my mind... yeah yeah.. it might be a small deal to some of u guys out there, but for me.. first time leaving the country alone.. without anyone close beside me.. what can i do? heck i dont know... just wanna go there and get things done and come back.. thats all i wanna do..
cant wait to take off.. cant wait to come back... well.. i asked for it.. so i gotto be responsible for it. just do it.. dont look back.
Han says, “Life is simple, you make choices and don’t look back.”
this should be an eye opening event for me, after 4 years of working within malaysia, i finally get to go overseas for work. happy as i am, sad to leave my love ones behind for a week. so whats running in my mind now? i have no idea.. its just weird... pusing sini pusing sana.. ahhdui... how now brown cow...
Friday, August 3, 2007
Thursday, August 2, 2007
Page 9534 Of My life... bahh...
yeap.. been on earth for almost 9534 days... wow!! amazing... cant believe it... has it been that long? hrmm...
well lets start crapping... guess i'm very sure i'm flying off to dubai now, just waiting for the confirmation on tickets of when i'm leaving and when i'm coming back.. yeehaa.. lets see.. dirham currency wise, its almost da same as m'sia .. gosh lucky thing aint it. so hopefully the cash that i'm bringing over there should be enough to cover my expenses. keeping my fingers crossed on this. what else.. hrmm.. well.. for now thats all lor.. i'm still pretty much worried about flying there, still cant think of what i should do in the plane.. other then sleep and PUKE.
was thinking of getting some extra memory sticks so i can bring more games along with me for my psp. but the one drawback is.. battery... the stock one wont event last for 6 hours... goshh!! so.. what can i do? well.. just sit back and relax... i'll figure it out when i'm on the plane... as the usual method.. "chap sang lah"
the girl that called me from TAK earlier (forgot whats her name tho.. haha) scared me abit when she mentioned that, you'll be flying out as early as today, so standby to pack your things... wow!! thats scary aint it... not even ready yet already want me to fly out liao.. wahh liao eh... gimme sometime to settle settle abit ma... i wish i can fly out either on friday or saturday.. atleast can go trackday before i fly off.. haha... "REMOTE MADDNESS" i'm going crazy.. crazy.... very crazy... almost to the extend of insane.
work pressure has been getting on my nerves lately.. so hopefully my trip to dubai can help me clear my thoughts..
GAMBATE!!!! ......
well lets start crapping... guess i'm very sure i'm flying off to dubai now, just waiting for the confirmation on tickets of when i'm leaving and when i'm coming back.. yeehaa.. lets see.. dirham currency wise, its almost da same as m'sia .. gosh lucky thing aint it. so hopefully the cash that i'm bringing over there should be enough to cover my expenses. keeping my fingers crossed on this. what else.. hrmm.. well.. for now thats all lor.. i'm still pretty much worried about flying there, still cant think of what i should do in the plane.. other then sleep and PUKE.
was thinking of getting some extra memory sticks so i can bring more games along with me for my psp. but the one drawback is.. battery... the stock one wont event last for 6 hours... goshh!! so.. what can i do? well.. just sit back and relax... i'll figure it out when i'm on the plane... as the usual method.. "chap sang lah"
the girl that called me from TAK earlier (forgot whats her name tho.. haha) scared me abit when she mentioned that, you'll be flying out as early as today, so standby to pack your things... wow!! thats scary aint it... not even ready yet already want me to fly out liao.. wahh liao eh... gimme sometime to settle settle abit ma... i wish i can fly out either on friday or saturday.. atleast can go trackday before i fly off.. haha... "REMOTE MADDNESS" i'm going crazy.. crazy.... very crazy... almost to the extend of insane.
work pressure has been getting on my nerves lately.. so hopefully my trip to dubai can help me clear my thoughts..
GAMBATE!!!! ......
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
To Go or Not To GO?? that is the ultimate question.
hey hey hey... its yet anothing day, another new page in life. so whats about today?
well, firstly was oversleeping today and missed the appointment that i've set with ToiToi. made it to office about 1.30pm (hrmm.. almost like its my dad's company aint it? heh.. how i wish it was) was in the office having some chitchats between the guys.. when my MD called me in to have a quick chat, seems like his pretty concerned over my team's current status of being so demotivated after accidentally reading an email which is suppose to be P&C between the CEO and the secretary.
he needs my help to keep the whole team together and have them working happily here, therefore he needs my help to weed out all the feedbacks which i can get from them, and see how we can improve things. and ofcoz he did mention of trying to get an increment for them.. i wish i'm included as well.. hahaha... keeping my fingers crossed over that part.
after that drama, went out to get a load balancer hardware, so met up with toitoi for a quick drink and see how were things with her. seems like she has her own problems as well, still deciding whether to move or not. i dint say much as i have my own issues to settle. well, here's a piece of advice of my the old bags always say, you never try you'l never know. u wont loose anything at all, as u'll gain knowledge from there. so there you have it ToiToi. go for it, things wont be as bad as it is whether your here or there. work is work. goals can be set and bend. so.. why worry. if you set to achive your goal, and i know your ultimate goal is to chase your dream. i on the other hand, do not have a dream to chase anymore, the dream has come and gone, now my goal, is to get life stable and marry my baby, thats all.. hah..simple minded man i am... (yea yea... life is never this simple aint it...)
well, after all that.. went off to HPC, work on my car.. had it fixed.. damn happy... bought some extra blings for it. :) yeah yeah... blings blings = money well spent.. hahaha.... damn i'm ahbeng... wanna beng my ride ma...
well, spoken to MsTan about the dubai trip, and she says she'll talk to her boss and see how things goes, if it all goes well, i'm on my way to dubai... yeeehaaa.... dubai dubai here i come... wait... wait... hold my horses... but i'm scared of flying one wor.. how ah? 6 to 8 hours in a plane, with my balls 30k feet up in the air.. urgg!! can i overcome this? can i overcome my fear? can i be a man and do it right? hrmmm..... fear is something scary...
so lets see if its confirmed, if it is. so just do it.. just like NIKE. or.. my fav phrase "life is like a dick, when its hard. just fuck it." so just go oni lah, wont die one.. if really die.. means fate lor... correct or not? god creates and takes life. so why bother think so much.
3 days in dubai... flight and accomodation included. just that food and transportation is not... i wonder how much will it cost? hrmmm...
well.. thats about it today... and something just went through my mind... will i meet all this great ppl that i've met in the next life? will i meet baby and lieb? hmm.... point to wonder... and sometimes i also wonder.. who is it out there that misses me... when i wont be around...
well, firstly was oversleeping today and missed the appointment that i've set with ToiToi. made it to office about 1.30pm (hrmm.. almost like its my dad's company aint it? heh.. how i wish it was) was in the office having some chitchats between the guys.. when my MD called me in to have a quick chat, seems like his pretty concerned over my team's current status of being so demotivated after accidentally reading an email which is suppose to be P&C between the CEO and the secretary.
he needs my help to keep the whole team together and have them working happily here, therefore he needs my help to weed out all the feedbacks which i can get from them, and see how we can improve things. and ofcoz he did mention of trying to get an increment for them.. i wish i'm included as well.. hahaha... keeping my fingers crossed over that part.
after that drama, went out to get a load balancer hardware, so met up with toitoi for a quick drink and see how were things with her. seems like she has her own problems as well, still deciding whether to move or not. i dint say much as i have my own issues to settle. well, here's a piece of advice of my the old bags always say, you never try you'l never know. u wont loose anything at all, as u'll gain knowledge from there. so there you have it ToiToi. go for it, things wont be as bad as it is whether your here or there. work is work. goals can be set and bend. so.. why worry. if you set to achive your goal, and i know your ultimate goal is to chase your dream. i on the other hand, do not have a dream to chase anymore, the dream has come and gone, now my goal, is to get life stable and marry my baby, thats all.. hah..simple minded man i am... (yea yea... life is never this simple aint it...)
well, after all that.. went off to HPC, work on my car.. had it fixed.. damn happy... bought some extra blings for it. :) yeah yeah... blings blings = money well spent.. hahaha.... damn i'm ahbeng... wanna beng my ride ma...
well, spoken to MsTan about the dubai trip, and she says she'll talk to her boss and see how things goes, if it all goes well, i'm on my way to dubai... yeeehaaa.... dubai dubai here i come... wait... wait... hold my horses... but i'm scared of flying one wor.. how ah? 6 to 8 hours in a plane, with my balls 30k feet up in the air.. urgg!! can i overcome this? can i overcome my fear? can i be a man and do it right? hrmmm..... fear is something scary...
so lets see if its confirmed, if it is. so just do it.. just like NIKE. or.. my fav phrase "life is like a dick, when its hard. just fuck it." so just go oni lah, wont die one.. if really die.. means fate lor... correct or not? god creates and takes life. so why bother think so much.
3 days in dubai... flight and accomodation included. just that food and transportation is not... i wonder how much will it cost? hrmmm...
well.. thats about it today... and something just went through my mind... will i meet all this great ppl that i've met in the next life? will i meet baby and lieb? hmm.... point to wonder... and sometimes i also wonder.. who is it out there that misses me... when i wont be around...
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