hey hey hey... its yet anothing day, another new page in life. so whats about today?
well, firstly was oversleeping today and missed the appointment that i've set with ToiToi. made it to office about 1.30pm (hrmm.. almost like its my dad's company aint it? heh.. how i wish it was) was in the office having some chitchats between the guys.. when my MD called me in to have a quick chat, seems like his pretty concerned over my team's current status of being so demotivated after accidentally reading an email which is suppose to be P&C between the CEO and the secretary.
he needs my help to keep the whole team together and have them working happily here, therefore he needs my help to weed out all the feedbacks which i can get from them, and see how we can improve things. and ofcoz he did mention of trying to get an increment for them.. i wish i'm included as well.. hahaha... keeping my fingers crossed over that part.
after that drama, went out to get a load balancer hardware, so met up with toitoi for a quick drink and see how were things with her. seems like she has her own problems as well, still deciding whether to move or not. i dint say much as i have my own issues to settle. well, here's a piece of advice of my the old bags always say, you never try you'l never know. u wont loose anything at all, as u'll gain knowledge from there. so there you have it ToiToi. go for it, things wont be as bad as it is whether your here or there. work is work. goals can be set and bend. so.. why worry. if you set to achive your goal, and i know your ultimate goal is to chase your dream. i on the other hand, do not have a dream to chase anymore, the dream has come and gone, now my goal, is to get life stable and marry my baby, thats all.. hah..simple minded man i am... (yea yea... life is never this simple aint it...)
well, after all that.. went off to HPC, work on my car.. had it fixed.. damn happy... bought some extra blings for it. :) yeah yeah... blings blings = money well spent.. hahaha.... damn i'm ahbeng... wanna beng my ride ma...
well, spoken to MsTan about the dubai trip, and she says she'll talk to her boss and see how things goes, if it all goes well, i'm on my way to dubai... yeeehaaa.... dubai dubai here i come... wait... wait... hold my horses... but i'm scared of flying one wor.. how ah? 6 to 8 hours in a plane, with my balls 30k feet up in the air.. urgg!! can i overcome this? can i overcome my fear? can i be a man and do it right? hrmmm..... fear is something scary...
so lets see if its confirmed, if it is. so just do it.. just like NIKE. or.. my fav phrase "life is like a dick, when its hard. just fuck it." so just go oni lah, wont die one.. if really die.. means fate lor... correct or not? god creates and takes life. so why bother think so much.
3 days in dubai... flight and accomodation included. just that food and transportation is not... i wonder how much will it cost? hrmmm...
well.. thats about it today... and something just went through my mind... will i meet all this great ppl that i've met in the next life? will i meet baby and lieb? hmm.... point to wonder... and sometimes i also wonder.. who is it out there that misses me... when i wont be around...
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Guess Toi Toi understand that you too tired with your work and sleep late. Even you sleep late, Toi Toi still can go lunch with other colleague. So don't worried ya.
Yes, many things come and go. Hope Toi Toi really set her goal and will not regrets on it. Toi Toi still not matured enough in term of making decision.
Guess U didn't talk much during the fast drink she also can senses you have many things runing around in your mind.
Well, this is call life. If no this thing happen, our life will be no colour right? Just always take the problems as a challenge which can build up us.
Guess your fear on flying on plane, also another thing for your Baby and Leib to worried. Well, just take it easy and don't set your mind with full of fear on this. Make yourself relax and enjoy. Guess, this the best time for you to think how to motivate your team without any disturbance.
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